My son had died and I was very angry and a voice in my head was very annoying

One Woman's Opinion

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I always thought the voice in our head was our subconscious

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I got angier and angrier and cussing at the voice

I thought it was my subconscious as I had always been told. The voice was insisting to be heard. And I wanted it to shut up. Something it said made me think it might not be me but something outside of me. That made me even angrier. I thought if the voice was actually something outside me I would know. I don't believe in any religion and said so. I said you do not exist. The voice said we exist. I knew religion was not real so I said you do not exist. I had left where I was and was driving to another town and felt it was invading me. I said you do not exist. The voice said I exist. He said look up. I tried not to look up but I gave in and looked. It was a long cylinder shape craft. Bronze and another color which I thought was glass but was colored. The voice said we are everywhere even when you can't see us we are there.

I decided to end it all and stopped and shopped then headed for home. When I got home I told my husband what happened. He said it does not surprise me. He asked me if I remembered when we saw a huge spaceship all lite up. We were driving near a town and the spaceship was on the ground and it was huge. I could not remember.

The voice was in my head no matter how hard I tried to ignore it

I would not talk to the voice anymore. Then the dreams started. Vivid dreams showing things that were going to happen in the future. I had always knew what was going to happen in the future. Even what people were going to say next. I saw death in a man's face and knew he would be dead within 2 weeks. I hated that.

The visions of what would happen in the future were scary and confusing. I got angry because they would not tell me where. I thought if I knew where I could warn them. I walked among the dead and dying of a earth quake, Death was everywhere. It was the California earth quake. I saw plane crashs but no way of knowing where or when. I believe many people saw these terrible events but didn't know where or how.

The voice was with me the night of the election 2016. I was sure Hillary was the best choice and that Trump was a retarded idiot. It got late and I asked the voice who was going to win. I was ignored and I went to sleep because his attitude showed me he or they helped the retarded idiot win for whatever reason. He had said in past conversations they could make anyone president. I said bull.

Aliens are afraid of nuclear bombs

The voice was around for a long time but mostly I ignored the voice in my head. My husband was dying of lung cancer. After saying and thinking we need a cure and getting no response I knew there was no hope with the alien just as there was no hope with religious figures.

The voice stayed with me but less and less. When Putin said he would use nuclear suddenly the voice got quiet. I thought that was odd. Can't aliens shut off nuclear bombs. I guess not. I had hoped they could. I think they have left earth as cowards. They are as powerless as humans. Scientists say we have a blind spot and the alien could hide in the blind spot. They can hide on the other side of the sun by staying in the same orbit of earth. They would always be behind the sun and out of view.

Dreams vivid almost like it was really happening right then

One of the first dreams was about why I was on earth. That was a thought most of us have constantly. Why are we born. In the dream I was told I worked in the Hall of records and just suddenly quit. I left because I wrote in people's book of life and almost constantly bad things were wrote in their book of life. They wrote lies which I corrected with truth. People were constantly doing things they were going to get punished for because they were not learning not to do harmful things to others.

I was angry with the people who were keeping track of their actions. I felt we should have some way of letting people know they were going to get punished for hurting others. I quit when they said they had told humans do unto others as you would have them do unto you. They said people know.

I was sent back to earth to see what humans really are. Humans are not good. I saw that people are evil, uncaring, dumb and they are not learning how to behave toward others. I was still not happy. They said I will not have to go back to the Hall of records when I die.I can go back to the same level or not go back into a body at all.

I was at a much higher than this level.

One of the later dreams was the aliens was going to give human dematerializing weapons

In the dream they took me to a place that was barren of almost of everything. A few people, some trees and odds and ends of other things. One of them had a thing that looked more like a umbrella with a opening on the bottom. One of them said we are going to give every human one of these dematerializing guns as soon as we get it perfect. I was interested. When you aim it at something human or like a building it destroyed it and there was a small pile of what looked like dust. Anti-matter gun.Things just was gone. Foolish me. I thought I have huge tree in my back yard that will cost way too much to cut down. This gun would solve that problem. They took me to a place where people were and pointed the gun at them and they disappearred. Easy and quick. No body to get rid of. They said we hope to have it perfected next sprring and give it to the people. It has 3 chambers for chemicals and one chamber for ignation. I was impressed by the way it got rid of things. They pointed it at a building and it was reduced to nothing. They said as soon as it is perfect every human will get one and the chemicals. I saw things diasappear into nothing.

That was over 18 months ago so maybe it was just a dream and neans nothing

One of the earlier dreams was about the destruction of earth

My mother and I was in a forest and all around us were destruction. Building just collasped. Every day was spent looking for food for my mother and a place for her to slept. It was very quiet. No animals, birds or even humans. Strange thing is every meal was there for us to find. Even in destroyed buildings we found fresh food, And I found a safe clean place for my mother to sleep. I crouched near a wall and slept to be on alert in case she needed me. As time wore on I questioned how there could be food in such destruction. Clean water and clean beds. It slowly dawned on me we were not alive any more. We were both dead.

What was to become of us. It seemed everything was created by us.

Another dream was really strange and was about the future

The dream started with me and my small family were in a small dining room in the middle of a vast vast forest. The dining area gave us food and drinks and we knew there were other people near by. We could hear them moving about. We knew somethings about where we were. It was still earth but all of life had changed. Nobody went hungry here. Nobody was homeless here. Each family had a value. That value determined how you lived. Nobody would go hungry ever.

A lot of our lives were predetermine by others. Even the food was prepared by others though you said what was to be prepared. Nobody went hungry. Nobody was without resources. You traveled through the woods almost magically. Just whisked off to whatever you needed to do. It may be a time when we have robots to do things for everyone. Unseen, unheard and very efficient. I said how can this be. Life has always been a struggle for humans. Now life was easy. Most beings worked to get their family value. Our work was less. Was there a government? We seem to be more in control of our lives.

I don't know if I would be comfortable with that type of life. Someone was manager of our lives. In a way it was good but how did we get to this point.

I saw no transportation of personal type just the whisking things that took us everywhere. No money needed. We stepped on platforms and it seemed to know where to take us.

Even as a child I didn't want to dream. I knew things without dreaming. It was like I could look at a person and know things. I wonder now if it linked back to working in the Hall of records on people's book of life.